Currently Listening Chop Suey! (Aus Tour Ep) By System of a Down Chop Suey see related

I am sick!!! -dies- It should go away. It might possibly be because of my sleeping pattern...oh well...I'll get over it...

God...Ricki is throwing a little fit. He is like a fucking child. I mean I am 14 and I don't throw fits, I'll just get pissed, and go in my room, or get on the computer...my mom calls them fits...but they're not...I am just pissed...I don't go around slamming shit, and talking to myself about how horrible everyone is...like he is doing now...I can hear him in the garage. I don't see how my mom isn't gay after all the shit she has gone through with guys. But...yeah...the reason Ricki is throwing a fit is his own god damn fault. He quit his job...and we have been broke as hell...But the reason he quit his job is because he didn't like his boss...Which I honestly think is stupid as hell. I hate my teachers most of the time, and do I quit school??? No...and he has to work...So what...if your boss is an ass...he still payed him what he was suppose to...and we had pretty good money...so...as of late...he has been trying to get jobs...well...I don't think he really is trying...but he did get a short one...and the people he worked for pretty much screwed him over with the money...and now he is too god damn arrogant to look in the fucking phone book and get someone to hire him...and if he wants to go back to his old job...he sure as hell can....he just doesn't want to...His boss is his stepdad...and his mom said that he could already take the job back...and he just doesn't fucking want to...and if he did...everything would be back to normal...we would actually have money again...and so pretty much my mom is really pissed at him...she talked to me about it last night...and she was saying that she fucking hated her work, but she isn't going to quit because she know she has a life to maintain...and I completely agree with her...so my mom is pissed...and Ricki is throwing fits...always so fun....

Yeah...there is alot of other things going on...I don't even want to talk about it...I am so fucking pissed as of late...but yeah...not going to complain anymore than I already have...

Ja Ne

Me...

P.S. If I bitch at you...I most likely don't mean it...I have been bitching everyone out...sorry if I already have bitched you out...